About Alex My Nephew Alex was only with us a very short time but in this time we were lucky to get so much joy from having him. He is the 3rd child of Rachel & Javier Ulloa , Rachel is my little sister and the loss of her son dramatically changed our lives .....the pain that came with his loss is greater than anything Ive ever felt in my life I will always miss that boy and I will never be able to stop thinking of what he would be like today I just wish I could go back and hold him more , spend more time with him and have more memories of him he is always in my thoughts and I know he is with God now
Someday I hope I can learn to live with his passing I can barley think about it and hold it together when I do , but when does the healing really start? it all happend so fast it knocked me down and I dont know how to get up from it , i miss him |